2 august.... something made me super duper mad....

刚刚从我弟弟那边听说，
家里又发生了某些事情，
这次，又是因为我的…………

我很想打电话给你叼你够够，
脸皮厚到， 竟然做到这样，
我说过，再动我的家人，我对你不客气，
死三八，
不要真的逼我找上门。。。。
要弄到我真的火才甘愿？？

即使要骗，都不应该骗到这样，
你认为我们做小的会不知道吗？？
我还以为你改过自新， 我对你的看法都不一样了，
原来，到头，我们一家都是被你骗着。。。

你。。。又让我失望了。。彻底地失望。。。
谢谢你，因为你的谎言。。让我体会到别人体会不到的痛...

倒数5天。。。

剩下5天了咯，

我是时候离开温暖的家里，到外面去读书啦。

我都不懂自己应该兴奋？还是伤心。。。

让我兴奋的是，因为没有王管我了。。。我要去哪里就去哪里。。。要玩到几点就几点。。。

XD 让我真的很兴奋。。

今年，应该会参加舞极限呱，不知道我的朋友还要收留我没有。。哈哈哈

我会好好努力的，如果给我这个机会参加的话。。。

KL的朋友，记得等我，还有5天，陪你们玩玩。。。^^

我在放不下2件事，让我比较担心的事情。。。。

第1呢，当然是家里的事情咯，我是我家的长子，现在我要到外面去了，家里没人照顾了。。难道就交给我的弟弟咩。。。他还不懂事，脾气又不好。。

唉。。。怎么办，我看。。我都是不在那边工作了，怎样都好。。。都是家里最温暖吗。。。

我不在关丹可能有 6 7 个月。。 希望家里会平平安安咯。。。没事发生就最好 ^^

第2呢。。。也就是我的宝贝女朋友咯。。。。

我不在关丹了。。。我不能照顾那个瓜了，一个月都不懂能不能见到她一次。。。我会很不舍得她的咯。。。不懂她会不会。。。。 :)

唯一让我担心的是。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。我害怕。。。。。。。。。。。

再失去，我不善于表达。。。

当我不在的时候，她会不会乖乖？？？这个我不敢包。。。她那么坏蛋。。。 XD

当我回到来关丹时。。。当然第1个跑去见你，啦啦啦。。。。

我不懂。。。。。我不懂。。。。。。。。

我现在的心情。。。。

Do you think that i really don't mind at all???

today.... we went to ECM together.... thought i can happy.... but some sentences you said made me moody after  that, you met your friend at saffron yesterday, then you ask he why no mood.... he said " just go accompany he, he just come back."
I don't know whether who he talked about.... i'm acting that i din't hear anything you say, but my heart is suspect too much...
is myself suspect too much???
or he and you, have some secret that never tell me???

装作听不到。。。装作没事。。。
是因为。。。我太爱你

JUNE 2 2011..... Memory between ME and HER

we hang out about at 3.30pm....
cause my piggy CC.... she sleep until 3pm, that time i wait she to accompany me eat...
ha ha....
after that...
she said... LET'S GO TO ZOO.....
LOL....
then i said... is it real??? really go zoo??? go play with monkey???
she said... yea... real... XD
well... this is first time i go Zoo with my girlfriend... ha ha...
its kind a new feeling... it a hot weather lor.... i cant tahan... hahah...
then.... we go back home at 7.15pm... she said.. she told her mum she go tuition.. so she must reach home at 7.15pm =.= this reason is so perfect... hahha

at 10pm.... we hang out again....
this time... we go tea time YC... with her friends...
lol... she and her friends chit chating, then im at there just hear what them said.. thing that coming from their mouth.... so funny... ==
around 11.30pm... i fetch her friends go back home....
then we go TC...
we walk walk walk walk.... on the beach... step on the sands...
i miss the moment when i carry her and walk on the beach... SO SWEET.....
hahah.. it a beautiful night.... the sky full with stars... weather so cold... haha

Start Countdown~~~

Count-downing... 2 days...
now left 2 days, then I can free already, cause I'm gonna be break for 1 month XD
start from now, means today tomorrow and the day after tomorrow...
gonna be work hard to get my money, gonna use at KL after this ^^

my friends... wait me.... I will be going KL at 1st of July...
see you all soon ^^

First Time Hold Her Hands

I hold her hand for the first time, 21/5/2011....

LOL, our story starts at 20/5/2011....

so happy that she won't mind my past, that I've been a jerk for 2 girls...

haha...

now finally got a new love begin in my life again...

i will appreciate the time with she,

now already 28/5/2011...

our story written for 8 days...

I love you my babe....

YUKA see xin yan...

if not mistaken.... XD wahhahaha 

New Blogs

Halooo.... This is my new blog man.... XD
nothing special about this blog too...
just boring to have something that can let me pass my time...
okays...
now already finish my blog...
old blog i din't use already... so dun view my old blog....

THX